Via Pinterest : I need to learn to relax

Most of these days saw me being more clumsy than ever. More kalut, kelam kabut than ever.

Most of the time too, I was disappointed in myself.

I don't know what came over me, it's just that I have been feeling that 24 hours a day is just not enough. So I tend to do things with too much speed, I end up having bad results. But there are just toooo much things to

Everything that I do, I do in a rush. Now that is not normal, right? I screw up at the simplest thing, like spilling water everytime I pour it into a container, coz I poured too fast. Or dropping the keys when I was struggling to find the right key to the door. Or walking and hitting something that was obviously there and end up having a shocking pain.

Maybe my mind is telling me that if I can get things done faster, I will have more time to do other things in the list later. But at the spur of each moment it fails to remind me that if things are done in haste, the tendency of screwing up is higher.

Sheesh, I don't even know if what I am talking about makes any sense.

Anyway that's it. I think I really need this poster put up high everywhere I go.

*deep breaths*


cikgunurulizza said…
i think, most of mothers will face this "rush".Like myself, handling 3 children including twin and working as a teacher i memang sangat kelam kabut..yes, i do agree that we need time to relax.No need to the those little things in hurry..i-m still trying to manage my "rush" ;)
Unknown said…
I have these moments, too, sometimes. I thought I have turned into one butterfingers-kelamkabut person (as I grow older..? haha) but eventually it goes away and I'm back to the 'normal' me. Tapi sekali sekala ada jugak jadi macam tu balik. I think it's because of the times that sometimes, things just come all at once..tu yang kdg2 rasa macam rush sana sini...
Ayuni A. said… least I know that it is normal! Heheh...sometimes I wonder what is wrong with me.

Thanks Cikgu Nunu and Kak Millie! :) I feel much better now. Now I just need to figure out how to take it easy..and maybe things will get calmer.
Qistin Fadzin said…
same here ayuni!!! now i started telling myself to take things slow... screw my own expectations & most importantly start by forgiving myself in the 1st place... and keep reminding myself about the reasonable pace. it's all about grace! *rhyme pulak ;)

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